first post darlinks

song of the moment: down in flames (superbeing)
mood-- pretty upset actually

you know, getting whacked in the head with a newspaper a few times doesn't sound too bad, even when it hurts. but after a while it seems kind of like domestic abuse. is it?
hum. it makes one seem like a pushover, getting hit by their mom, especially when they're such a damn people-pleaser.
what parent has cause to hit their kid (at all), especially if said kid doesn't do fuck anything, has no chance of a significant other, hasn't had a detention since once in the fifth grade when they forgot some homework, and has gotten straight 'a's through middle and high school.

jesus motherfucking christ, i even go to religious school.
what the fuck gives?
one whack with a newspaper too many fucking times.

that kid, btw? yours damn truly.
and now the internet radio's buffering just like everything else i'm trying to download to tune out the rest of my life.

that sounded dreadfully cliche-angsty-teenager.

what i mean is that it's a bit easier to wallow in distracting stupidity than it is to wallow in silence.
and at the moment i am one for the damn wallowing.

next quiet-rage-filled post coming soon.
berated billy bombe, signing off.

PS: stfu please.